i'm just not that into you. i'm only keeping you for favorites and random inspiration if i need it.
sorry, i dont love you anymore.
p.s. i'm on facebook, find me <3
[stars on the ceiling]crap...a lots happened since my last update
after getting married, changing my name, and getting approved for a loan, we're looking at houses! and its sooo much fun
i literally work, play second life, and go fishing all the time now
i havent danced in at least a month and it kind of depresses me
actually ive been missing the parties and fun things that happened at our downtown apartment. i think it was only last summer but ive lost one of the best friends ive ever had. i miss hanging out on the deck barbecuing mini burgers that ended up like meatballs, watching the neighbor and his cat, eating ice cream, and reading books. i miss the porch and taking polaroid pictures. i guess i should say i have more of a fear i will never have any of those things again...le sigh....
why is it i can spell words no one else can but i can't tell you what 10 minus 3 is without counting with my fingers? i think im dyslexic also because ive found when im writing stories and rereading them, i have lots of w
[my kinda sorta resume]oh man im excited to move from nebraska!
when we find a house, i'm sooo out of here
gonna draw all day, every day
visit my mom when i get bored
go to the bar every weekend
go hot tubbing and fishing and hiking whenever we can
it's too bad matt doesn't realize what he's going to miss out on
i offered to work from him from home but he said no
too bad for him
who else can he hire to do his website, business cards, postcards, payroll, proposals, photoshopping, painting, claying and run all his errands for him?
forget you matt for not even knowing how far i bend backwards for you to make sure you're happy and get new jobs
for three years i've put more effort into this job than i've put into relationships that mean more than a paycheck
jobs i got him:
aksarben horses (got 2009, to be completed sometime 2010 or 2011)
"imagine" at the new childrens hospital (to be completed this fal 2010)
"majestic" eagle at the social security administration building in roanoke, virginia - 2009
[polaroids and roadtrips 2]so this month i became friends with a kickass girl named colleen
we go on road trips and
we went to car henge (a bunch of cars in a field made to look like stone henge...i have some pics of it on film i need to get developed once i shoot the whole roll and i'll maybe upload them here)
we danced to the faint in concert
and hopefully we have a few more awesome adventures ahead of us
today i bought a polaroid spectra at the thrift store, and i have about 20 pictures to take with this camera, so (yay) look for future polaroids
the weather is almost nice again and soon i will be outside whenever im not working
hopefully taking lots of photos, swimming & loving life
it cant come soon enough!
[polaroids and roadtrips]hey this is cool:
(mine is absolute melody)
(mine is batman)
yay! i knew my pictures werent terrible!
they dont make polaroid film anymore, so i have about ten left in my camera and i cant make myself use them up!
i think when i got on the roadtrip to car henge this summer i'll bring it and document the trip
if you wanna come with, youre invited!
[in one year and out the other]i didnt die
i havnt had a laptop or really a computer to use in a few months
things about me now:
i really only check facebook when im on the computer
i live with my boyfriend, ryan
we have two cats: batman & snickers
im turning 22 in december
i still live in nebraska
i work for matthew placzek and make sculptures for a living
i havnt updated my website since before my computer died
my drawings and paintings for sale (email me at email@example.com if youre interested and have money)
i was a flapper girl for halloween
i got new glasses
i wear skirts every day (even though its november)
im going to upload polaroid pictures i took recently
every night i come home, i knit while my boyfriend plays xbox (fallout 3 recently) we sit with our cats and sometimes my best friend becca comes over with her two year old and we make tacos.
so life is sweet and i hope yours is too
[are you sitting down?]someday i might update
but for now im sleeping a lot
and eating chinese (people of course)
and watching lost on thursday nights
someday i'll upload my newest charcoal
& ive been doing some 3d work and website stuff for fun
so maybe that'll find its way to deviantart
(but probly not)
[i need an adventure]hey, its all good guys
i havnt done any art lately
i was on vacation last week
and i think im moving into an apartment pretty soon
& once it starts snowing i'll end up doing more art
because i'll be stuck inside with nothing else to do
im excited for loras halloween party friday!
and andys halloween party saturday!
but now, its time to find an adventure!
Christmas free-to-use Stuff!Journal to compile free-to-use Christmas things from me~ Have fun!
You are free to use: as part of your avatar, decorate your profile (at any site), re-post with credits/link to this journal!
Not allowed to: sell in any way, claim as yours, re-post without credits.
//Going to add more as soon as I get time to draw more of those thingies :3
About MMD YanSim ModelsHi anyone reading this, but I just want to notify you sorry for the inactivity for a while. I have been taking a break for a very long time and I have little to no interest in Yandere Simulator and MMD. I have no motivation to finish what I started, and I don't want to just keep saying, "Model will be put on download soon." What I want to say is that I won't be making anymore Yandere Simulator models and I want to break any promises I made from you guys. Feel free to use my models and edit them, because I won't be making any Yandere Simulator Models in the meantime. Now that I won't be making Yandere Simulator models I will probably be inactive and will post some screenshots here in there in my free time.
so bleeeh yeah no more yan sim models and you can edit my models because i dont really care about yandere simulator bleeheheeh that also means that i wont be that active anymore blehehehehe theres the start of school so i wont be active times 2 bleheheheh xddddd
yeah, thank you for un
[CLOSED+ WINNER]HALLOWEEN RAFFLE 21-SHADOWMONSTERTHE RAFFLE ENDS \;/7//;/!
Thanks a lot to all those who participated in T//7//T
I have read all the comments, yesterday unfortunately I was out of home
plus my little cat escape from house and I've had a lot of fear, fortunately I found her ( is my last cat who have been invested years ago T-T this is why I was in panic ;_; )
Today I'll try to reply to as many comment I can \T///T/
But now...the winner is...
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To celebrate this day I think with my sister to sta
Undertale 50 day Challenge! (Not my list!!!)Note: I did NOT make this list! My sister texted me the list and I'm not sure who the original maker is.
I'm just listing the 50 drawing meme's. If you know who the ORIGINAL maker of this list is, please link it to me.
1) Draw yourself in the outfit you'd wear if you were to fall into the Underground.
2) Draw yourself encountering Flowey.
3) Draw yourself in your favorite armor/defense combo.
4) Draw yourself in the dummy encounter.
5) Draw yourself buying (or not buying) something at the spider bake-sale in the ruins.
6) Draw yourself looking at Toriel's socks.
7) Draw yourself exploring your favorite room/area.
8) Draw yourself reacting to sans's puns while hiding behind the lamp.
9) Draw yourself playing the hole game in Snowdin.
10) Draw yourself talking to an echo flower.
11) Draw yourself with Sans in Grillby's with your order.
12) Draw yourself walking with Monster Kid.
13) Draw yourself in Toriel's bossfight.
14) Draw yourself in papyrus's bossfight.
15) Draw yourse
pixel raffle! (closed)
i just wanted to thank each and every one of your watches, faves, and comments
they help push me to improve my art!!! it's the holidays & it's time to give back :-)
bun has left da, so it's not a double art raffle! i just wanted to use the header he made for me cos it's rly cute <3
1st place winner - berrysquid
2nd + 3rd place winner - melon-cube + iRosefeather
congrats!!! all the winners will be notified! thank you all for participating <3
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CringeLop got to see some of these and took pictures of them. Gotta upload them before she does. Also thought it'd be interesting for you guys to see!
This was when Claire was a dragon Scootaloo (also seemingly exactly like siansaar's Lavender), Valiant was a little more like Prism and Estrello existed. If I remember correctly, these were gonna be the only three characters I focused on and Claire was gonna eventually become a part of the guard.
Some old Sparity and Buttonbelle and WTF is happening to Sweetie's face
Illusion and Celestia making silly faces
I wanna say these were the first drafts of the next gen (Claire and T not included since I'd already posted drawings of them here). Annie wasn't gonna exist and Fluttershy wa
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I’ve realized over the years that I can’t draw everything myself, and I’ve damaged my hands by trying to draw all of my comics on my own. My followers are always asking when the next chapter of Fisheye Placebo or Knite is coming out, and it always pains me to say not yet. I can’t draw for more than a few hours a day now before the pain sets in.
I’m still determined to finish the comics I started, but I know I’m going to need help. I’ve been dabbling in 3D backgrounds for Fisheye Placebo, but I still had to build them myself, which is very time consuming and damaging to my hands in different ways.
I’ve been thinking a lot and I want to move my comic creating techniques to the next level and incorporate both 3D characters and 3D backgrounds. I’m not the most skilled when it comes to 3D programs, and I don’t have the time or health to create all the models myself, so I am looking